Hi, I'm Xiwen. (01.12)
I like heart-melting smiles and cameras.
Currently into kpop. And I dream of going to korea one day! Still dreaming.

I LOVE U JIAEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I received the Jandi necklace (yknow the one in bof, the moon and star one!!!!) today in the mail!!!!!!!!!
THANKYOU SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
Ok I knew about it a long time ago cuz she told me she couldn't keep secrets.

Doing chem proj at my house today again was an epic fail. The last time we did it also fail. I don't think my house is a good place to study/do serious stuffz!!!!! We ended up going to facebook (Seraph has facebook now!!!!! ADD HER!!! Her profile pic and status best. Orange llama HAHAHA), surfing youtube (type: stupid blonde HAHAHAHA), side tracking alot (do u knw Lady Gaga is a man. Fo real. She's a hermaphrodite! Whatttttt O.O I thought all the rumours were fake).

Oh yesssssss saturday was my cousin's wedding!!!!!!!!! So awesome cuz I got to see what happened in the morning. The parts where the bridesmaids argue with the groom and best men at the door!!!!! Yada yada. My cousin looked so beautiful in her wedding gown I SWEAR!!! Weddings are so beautiful!!!!!!!!!! I can imagine me in say...........10-15 years??? WHOO HAHAHAHAHAHA. And then we had lunch at Regent Hotel!!!! The place's so nice!!!!!! Took lots of pictures!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so hyped up!!!!! I nearly fell in my heels!!!!!!!! NEARLY. Once only ok. But my feet hurt from standing in them!!!!!!! But I felt so tall in em!!!!!!! I was nearly the same height as all of my tall cousins for once!!!!!!!!!! And I had my hair curled!!!!!!!! I luv curls!!!!!!!!!!! So fun to play with!!!!!! WEDDINGS ARE SUCH FUN.

I love my 7$ diva hairband. Good investment!!!!!!!!!!

Why is it taking so long for ep 12 of antm cycle 13 to be uploaded!!!!!!!!! Danggggggg. But Nicole won anyway hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe yesssssssssss. I luv Nicole (Fox)!!!!!!!!

It's raining so mother heavily!!!!!!!!! How to go out like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Danggggggg.

Danggggggg I wanted to go to my bro's graduation today!!!!!!!!! But I couldn't wake up. Why couldn't the graduation be like in the afternoon!!!!!!!

(Omg I just received a text msg from fiona!!!!!!!!! Omg I don't know how she does it!!!!!!!!!! She's all the way in chinaaaaaaa!!!! Omggggggggg hope the internet works for her!!!!!!! Hi do u see this hehehehe)

(AND ANTM CYCLE 13 EP 12 IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

My internet can go suck itttttt. And my hard drive too. And everythingggggggg. Using the computer sucks now. I can't view my pictures and I can't send them and I can't upload them and srsly pisssssssed ttm.

Did quite a bit of shopping these few days. Happy happy me. But my money's draining.... aww man. But got 3 dresses~~~~~~~ I luv dresses. And today I made a trip to fep to get heels. Went to nothing but shoe shops and immediately left after I bought em. Cannot get distracted!!!!! I think I'll have difficulty walking in the highhh heels on saturday. I think I can only stand in heels HAHAHA. Just stand there look pretty but once I start walking, a walking disaster hehehe :) But I like em cuz I'll feel tall in it!! Like I magically become around 7cm taller. Coooool :)

Ok I can't wait for saturday to come. My cousin's getting married! I've not been to a wedding for a long time. Not counting Mr Lim's one cuz there was no food there hehehehe. This time I can eat 8 course meal whoooooooo. Happy happy me. And I get to see what happens in the morning........ Maybe those tea ceremony all that. I've never been to something like that. Saturday!!!!!!!! :)

Watching antm cycle 13 now. I luv antm. My fav reality show. Cycle 13 is special becuz it's all petite models, standing at less than 5"7 (arnd 170cm). The shortest contestant in this cycle is 5"3 (arnd 160cm). And they call that short. I'm only 5"3!!!!!!!!!!! :( So apparantly to be a model you need to be more than 170cm??? Like maybe 180cm+++??? *looks up*

Blogging is boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe cuz my computer has some problem so I hate using computer!!!!!!! So slow and slow and s l o w. And slow.

Everybody is going overseas!!! China and Korea :( Oh man I really wanted to go korea :( Oh well. I'm not going overseas at all this whole holidays. Sigh. :(

I'm watching Hana Yori Dango......... the Boys over flowers cast is much more goodlooking.................... the japanese Yijung is WHAT????? A far cry from Kim Bum. The japanese Gu Jun Pyo looks like a horse, sorry to say. But Makino is prettier than Geum Jandi!!!! But the japanese Gaeul isn't as pretty as the korean one. I'm judging people by their looks hahaha ok this is bad. But the story is still sad and I cried after a few eps. I cry at everything!!! Gosh.

I want to watch Jennifer's Body cuz Megan Fox is in it. I also wanted to watch Orphan (long long ago). And Paranormal Activity (is it coming out?). I think it's irritating when I'm not even 15 yet but I'm like dying to be 16. Pfffffffft.

Life is messed up with so many problems. Pffffffffffft it's fucking messed up yknow!!!!!!! How you stay up late every night wondering what time he'll be home. How you wake up every morning knowing your life is one whole boring messed up cycle, replaying all over again and again. You feel so helpless cuz you can't do anything to change it. You just have to wait and wait for a miracle of some sort.

I've got dark eye rings and they can just screw off and die.

Pictures to make everything seem alright and colorful.

Spent whole afternn at pp ytd with Fiona! Spent like 1 hour ++ at the new cotton on and bought stuffz. And read gossipgirl at borders. And ate ramen for dinner. And bought this gorgeous sweater thing at mango. And went home, happy.

Jolene: Ooh which pic?? Haha Jiaying see do you feel honoured looking like moi??? ;)
Dan: Hahahaha ohhhhkay I shall not comment
Hengyong: You'd be better off with some other tcher
Clara: Hiiiiiiiiii babe!!!!!
JX: Oh you're jinxiang haha.
Dion: Mmmm I know!
Jiaying: Dammnnnnn why are you in china :( Yeah let's wear heels out one day ok (thou our feet will hurt like nuts). I WANT PLATFORM ANKLE BOOTS.........wtv you call it
Passer: Clarke Quay
Mira: Hi hahahaha
Fiona: Hahahaha yupz I want close and friendly neighbours like yours!! (twitches eyebrows wink1 wink2 wink3 wink4 msn emoticon hahaha) Yeah Taylor looks hot even when he's bald lol! Haiiii you're going china for 6wks..........................
Nicole: Miss you?????? HAHAHA ok lar abittttttt only lar. Abit only. Nvm I bet one day I will see you and your tan!
Weiqi: Haha whats that????

Damn awesome and catchy........


Boys over flowers HAHAHAHAHA

It was hell emotional...........cancer is so mother fucking torturous. And sad. And painful. When it happens in real life, it's really more scary. Not like in the show when the dying girl Kate has nothing to do with you.

So I didn't go out with favs girls today, instead I went to watch movie with Luanchun! First time going out with her!

Hahahaha mm Luanchun said she only cried one time, while I cried like...............3-4 times? Like really cry and tears dripping down. My jacket sleeves were wet after the movie cuz I kept dabbing my tears with em. Damn, I'm so emotional............................ I cry after reading books, watching drama......... everything. Anyway My Sister's Keeper is a tear-jerking show and if you wanna cry you shld go watch it. I've not read the book yet so I don't know if it's different or whatever.

And Wendy, get well soon, why you suddenly fever!!!!! I wanna sleepover at your house next week ok!!!! And haha I wonder if our plans of going Genting or Bangkok this hols will work out??? Plans plans plans. Hmmz hahahaha. Just saying only lar but I really wanna go overseas with friends, so fun hehehe. But now's kinda last min! Wait for next year maybe hahaha :)


Hmm k all pix on fb.

So after movie I went to meet Jiaying!!!!!!! And we played badminton, basketball, soccer @ my hse's bball cout hahaha. We are so fit yupz. But we did all that in less than an hour and we were tired already hahahaha. But fun anyway!!!!!!! Random but I want to go swimming :( I hate the rain sometimes...........pffffft.

Oh yeah I realised I forgot to blog smth. About the day I got caught in a very heavy rain with Joshua and Deon on the last day of school. They used this mega big cardboard to walk back to school while I used the umbrella. Hmm ok it's funny but ya hard to describe.

It's by FT Island again but a different mv!!!!!! :)
Two parts cuz there are two stories.

Mmmmmmm holidays are pretty boring cuz I've not really gone out. But going out tmr!!!! With fav girl(s). To do........I don't know what cuz we don't really have a fixed plan. Food trip maybe. Go out to eat. Shopping is getting boring. But on saturday I bought new shoes hehehe when I was supposed to buy a dress and heels. I need to buy a formal dress desperately!!!!!!!! And I luv (ankle) booties (is that what u call em)!!! I tried one is topshop. It's like WOWOWOWOWOWOW and I felt super tall cuz the heel was pretty high.


I like the cut of these kind of shoes!!!! Gorgeous dont cha think!!!!!!!!
I WANT TO OWN A PAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!! In the future perhaps.

Pffffffft supposed to do ss mindmap or wtv and hand in by tmr................... oh man gtg sch at 8.30.............but it's ok I shall do it for my cca pts!!! And prove that MY ATTENDANCE IS NOT BELOW 50%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've read finished the Shopaholic series. Which means I've read 5 (thick) books since sunday. I really am a bookworm!!!!!!!!!! And now I'm craving for more books to read!!! I always liked to read chick-lit genres (is that what u call em). Like chick-flick but it's in a book. Gotta read gossipgirl one day! Just started watching season 1.

It's raining everyday...............................in fact it rained like 4 times today. Hate rainy days but they're so nice to sleep in. But rainy days = no sun = can't go swimming and tan!!!!!!!!!! :( I need to use the pool more since I'm moving out soon! Like nov. But on the other hand, I CANT WAIT TO MOVE TO MY NEW HSE!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) I wonder if I'll have nice neighbours!!!!

And I hv pictures but they're up on facebook so go there ok bai